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Been Writing a lot of poetry, meeting some new people, trying out some new shit, going through different life situations, and in general opening my eyes to very different views and influences ive known and am newly discovering. But other than that, same old shit, Art, Smoke, Neutrality, Self Loathing, and cooking. Have A Good Evening Folks, Adios til' next time.
It's stormy out, has been all morning, so instead of going out ot paint i decided to stay home, relax, smoke a joint or 2, and draw this nice little piece on some canvas. oh and here's a song to check out
And hows everyone doing? I havent been posting enough lately "sigh"
HA! I'M AT IT AGAIN!!!! FUCK YOU FEDERAL GOVERNMENT!!! MUAHAAHHAAHHAAAAAHHHH! Also hows everyone doing, this is my first post since around my birthday last month, oh and Free Highfives for all ^_^
`Well, Lately I've been wishing I was totally gay, would make things in my life MUCH less complicated, being attracted to a woman who claims me to be the man of her dreams, is hard, its hard to think that any self respecting woman would be attracted to me, in any way, but she loves me in every way, and its freakin me right the fuck out for reasons unknown to myself. I mean, I have a horrible body, a kinda low IQ, a shitty sense of humor, tinnitus,no confidence, and obviously low self esteem, I just don't know why she sees what I can't see. I mean don't get me wrong I do love her, and I do find mostly everything about her to be exactly what I want. But the reason I'm not liking the situation is because I'm afraid of being hurt again. Its hard for me too tell if I'm just insecure or being realistic...
Oh and my birthdays tomorrow, hopefully this year I'll be doing more than kicking rocks.....
Well here i am, havent made a post in a while, anywho what this one is about is me going batshit and at the moment, and considering signing myself into the psych ward, tally ho folks :D
At around 4pm i woke up from a sleep that lasted 15 hours. Apparently i missed my uncles wedding, but i dont care, im kinda glad i didnt go, i cant stand that annoying bastard rant about how everyone should convert to Christianity every 5 minutes. Oh well, if he ends up being right then i guess ill see him in hell ^_^. anyway i think i might go to taco bell bridge and paint something but at the moment im much too lifted and lazy to even be tempted to leave the room, anyway i think im gunna go play Battlefield 1943 on live, tootles folks :D
Gamer tag: Scaryman8
^^My favorite Song^^
2011-05-11 20:33:48 by Scaryman8
Woke up about 3 hours ago out of my cholesterol induced coma "a.k.a. sleep", Gonna get a bag of smoke, a pack of cigarettes, and maybe some more cat food, that fat cow of a cat never knows when to stop eating ^_^ I think i'm gonna try my hand flash again, hopefully this time i don't fail so miserably, anyway what did you do today?
also, gunna try to get my fuck on as well
Happy mothers day folks, be sure you tell your mum you love her. I made my Mum some Jack's ribs earlier "her favorite food" and she loved that, Made her a card, and offered her a tattoo :P however i knew she wouldnt want it, she also wouldnt accept the locket i bought her "she hates it when i spend money on her" anyway folks what did you do for your mum? or mums if thats the case?
Love you mum :D