If you were looking for some real insight, you came to the wrong place amigo. Newgrounds forum is literally clogged with trolls. But if I may go against the grain, I'll tell you what I really think. Not ugly, just a lack confidence? I personally find ugly people super fascinating and compelling to stare at. I'd only say that it's hard to look at because your facial expression is beyond intense.
La la la, that's my two cents.
KILLY12
Hard to look at