Had a very long conversation with my cousin Rabb, Gotta say, I learned more than alot, I guess now i'm left with the feeling of having potential, to be honest I haven't felt this confident in years. However I think I should have opened up alot more, I guess I feel as if i've built an emotional wall up and feel as if I cant talk about my feelings, it seems as if the more I wanna say something about how I feel or how i'm struggling coming to terms with who I am and what my place in this world is, and coming to better terms with my sexuality that I wanna talk about it less because i'm afraid, I think I might have issues trusting people, and even the ones i'm closest to, its something i need to work and improve on but its something that I feel I will be able to achieve, maybe not overnight, but over the course of time i think i will be able to break down my emotional wall and spill my thoughts....