Had a very long conversation with my cousin Rabb, Gotta say, I learned more than alot, I guess now i'm left with the feeling of having potential, to be honest I haven't felt this confident in years. However I think I should have opened up alot more, I guess I feel as if i've built an emotional wall up and feel as if I cant talk about my feelings, it seems as if the more I wanna say something about how I feel or how i'm struggling coming to terms with who I am and what my place in this world is, and coming to better terms with my sexuality that I wanna talk about it less because i'm afraid, I think I might have issues trusting people, and even the ones i'm closest to, its something i need to work and improve on but its something that I feel I will be able to achieve, maybe not overnight, but over the course of time i think i will be able to break down my emotional wall and spill my thoughts....

its weird, seems that when i pick a time to get drunk it seems like the worse time, usually someone wanting to argue, or in this case, she was getting in my face for getting drunk (havent gotten drunk in over a month) so yeah, my buzz is ruined and most likely will be for the rest of the afternoon, evening,and night, any who, tally ho lads and lasses...

Here is Brainy Budd, She (since budd only grows on female plants) is in control of my highness levels destiny O_O *Blasts Off*

Gotta Get Nice and Medicated ^_^

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My tinnitus is going batshit and my left ear wont stop ringing i'm gunna go fucking insane O_o, other than that all is good, really bored tho, about to blare my music to cover the ringing up >_<

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Today is going great so far, I sure hope no one ruins my happy buzz, or i'll seriously go postal O_O... :D

And sadly im out of the limited edition kingpin papers, and they're no longer available, havent been for like 3 years ^_^

I had a GREAT sleep, havent updated my blog in a couple days, been stoned out of my gourd on some 13 year old Afghani Hash and a little God Budd, gotta give credit the medical marijuana laws to make this possible. oh and here is a couple dudes playing some didgeridoo's, I swear I gotta get one of those ^_^

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Here is a photo of the incinerator, loaded and with negative color *monochrome positive photo".

Oh! and has anyone else been loving the Charlie Sheen quotes as much as I have? Here's a few of my favorites...

"I'm tired of pretending I'm not a total bitchin' rock star from Mars." -Charlie Sheen

"I'm not Thomas Jefferson. He was a pussy." -Charlie Sheen

"The run I was on made Sinatra, Flynn, Jagger, Richards, all of them look like droopy-eyed armless children." -Charlie Sheen

"If you're a part of my family, I will love you violently." -Charlie Sheen

"If you borrowed my brain for five seconds, you'd be like, 'Dude! Can't handle it, unplug this bastard!' It fires in a way that's maybe not from, uh... this terrestrial realm." -Charlie Sheen

I think i'm gonna take the hint that the Doracat has been trying to get across and sleep all day ^_^

Did this in my cousins garage sometime last year, just an off the top of the head bit with some paint i had left in my bag ^_^

Rustolem black, custom beige made with Sekt adapters, and NY fat caps on Sekt adapters

also, not sure why i posted this, guess i like the composition of it ^_^

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^ Favorite Song ^

Trying to make a Slideshow with Adobe Flash Pro cs5 have the code and everything perfect,yet it still claims theres an error -_- Also Smoking a bit of the NYC diesel, that didn't live up to my expectations at all, however i had a good day in all, cant say it was bad, anyway i think my days in flash are limited, my lack of knowledge with adobe cs5 makes me wanna smack a mother fucker, anyway tah tah lads and lasses :D

Oh, and That is Sabotaz 80 Traffic Red,and mulberry with the AP Micro, and Traffic White with the NY Fat ^_^

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